Madness - Sun And Rain

There is a light that never goes out

Perhaps it is a bit early to say it but I'm all goofy again. Underneath a seemingly bitter and cynical shell is a hopeless romantic who just wants to believe in something even though still remembering this is all just part of our biological and emotional imperative.

As the saying goes

Something like "every day you learn and with every step, you learn", something like that. I have spent years of my life with people who were toxic, controlling or just plain wrong for me despite the best, or worst, of intentions. It's just a shame that you only get one shot, one lifetime, to do this and you can't run it twice. Maybe now I've got the good hand, a favorable deck or maybe I'm just making my own luck. I do feel damn lucky right now.

Skinhead History lesson

Because no matter how much you try to explain it, there's always some idiots who just don't understand.

So yeah

Apparently some people don't want me to be happy. I know who they are and it's both sad and pathetic. I'm happy after a long weekend with the lady even though my back is messed up from work. Yes, I'm cautious after mistakes that I've made before but I don't think she's a Tracy.

Bubbly cack

The beauty is in the lack of pretension. There is no trying to be something she is not. It's take it or leave it, what you see is what you get and I'm crazy for that right now. I feel so very lucky right now.

500 miles

I'm bored and I'm restless. The "road and other dreams" has become "couch of complacency, boredom and other nightmares." Just a couple more months perhaps. Send me that tax return check and I'll be gone five hundred miles when the day is done.

I don't know where but I have to go, the predictability of the current situation scares me to death